Mangiare Bene

Lacey, Tani & Flo-

I hope all your thanksgiving celebrations were well & stuffed. I am very thankful and grateful for you guys, and I hope you guys don’t forget that. Thank you :]

I hate school right now.

I cannot believe it has been a year already. It doesnt quite feel like it though. I think Im still in denial. I miss you Inang, so much. And I really wish we were with mommy right now and not here. And I also wish that daddy could’ve brought you home when he visited you last year. You were still healthy at that time. I dont know what really happened in the next couple of months after daddy saw you, but at least you got to see mommy. Right? Nang, it still hurts kasi we weren’t there…I think we/I could feel so much better if we were there. It would have felt more..real. I wish I got the chance to take care of you again, but..yeah. It gives me a pain in my stomach and an ache in my heart because I know that you arent there anymore. I envy people who talk about their grandparents because they still have them and we dont have any anymore. So, hopefully you will just be there for us in spirit. But you know, Im glad (not so much) that you are with God and Lolo Crispolo. I am forever grateful&thankful for everything that you have done for me and jerm, jas & balong. I hope that you are in peace and that you forgive us. I love you and miss you so much Inang. Eat baboy if you want okay? I hope that you liked the Lasagna, Cantaloupe, Dr. Pepper, Rootbeer, Rice Krispie, daddys overripe-but yet really good Guava & mansana, Guava cake & Coffee ice cream in a dinner roll. Sarap right?

Love Always & Forever,

Jengjeng